Curcol Yeah...

Hi blogger, how have you been? Long time no see yah^^

I wanna to share a little about my feeling :')
First of last December, my relationship with my ex boyfriend was finish.. It's over..
There's feeling of afraid to regret when i decided to finish the relationship & i felt sad about it (*pastilah ya kalo masa-masa berakhirnya suatu hubungan ada rasa kaya gitu), i had felt guilty as well how he will be, i think maybe he'll be very disappointed, cause it seems he had put his hopes to me..
Over time, something that i afraid is not happen in the fact. Thanks God,,, it means i have choosen the right choice. I have waited for some times till now, but sure there's not feeling of regret in my heart. Indeed, if from the beginning of the relationship is not as God's will, one day it will be ended. Now, i learn if i wanna to decide something, i must think carefully, do not let regret in the future. I can say all of about it cause sure i have ever experienced something like it. Any decision that i took would be have consequence, what matters in accordance with what God wanted. Yeah, i relieze it. Life is must go on :)

Honesty, i really hate this relationship, almost 2 years i take it but the result is NIHIL, i think it's also my fault, why am i still to save this relationship.............. :(
[status palsu] is not good, guys..
But nothing,, don't regret the past more and more,, just look into the future^^
It is better to focus to my lecture, my family, and my serving to God & others..
I don't wanna to have boyfriend in right now, although maybe there was someone near me, maybe just being my near friend or my special friend, it needs knowing one another so that it can to be continue...Hahaha :D
(*Pengennya serius sampe nanti kakek-nenek..wkwkwk Ganti-ganti mah cape euy! :D)


In the fact, Some weeks since the end of it, there was someone who near to me, the beginning of this relation is standard, no special, and had be feeling "missing" when he did not call me, but i think it just my temporary feeling.
One day, he invited me to traveling around to tell something. He took me to the "PLACE" that i had bad memory before. But, at the last i went to the place with him, i felt so happy^^v Finally, we were be honesty one another and the situation is so great, began from climate, place, food, and the conversation of course....hihihii... The time was so fast....wkaoakakakak..

But after the day was finish, i ponder something that we couldn't together, we just can be friend, else it's too fast to build a new relationship when we just end a relationship, even though in previous relationship i have no feeling and it could be said for a long time i have closed my heart to someone else since my first love..hahahahalay.. There is weird feeling, feel of missing when i decided it, but i think it is the best for all, cause there are some reasons, i also can't continuing this relationship, i decided to lost contact with him.. I do not want to happen things that are not desire and do not wanna anyone hurt cause i love her too :')

Now, i just can miss him from away, hope he can make his happiness with his love :) with someone else who love him so much than me :) of course